Forum:Resignation of Rollback RiinRin

I'm sure this is pretty expected at this point, oof.

I'm going to resign my rollback position. I know I wasn't one long, but way too much has happened and it's important for my health that I leave.

A lot of things happened in private, but I'm sure the tensity was visible on wiki as well. For the first few weeks as staff, I was happy and excited, but after Icy's vote of no confidence, things took a really bad turn. The fighting, the discourse, the politics of it all, is something I cannot mentally handle. I felt ostracized by my own community and staff, to the point where I felt every time I spoke, or shared my opinion, I was insulted, reprimanded, even gaslit. However, I know I didn't act healthily either. I took a lot of things personally and definitely lashed out. I also projected a lot of my off-wiki problems onto the wiki, and that's not okay either.

With this resignation, I apologize for the way I have acted out. I know I'm not innocent in this, and I can recognize that. But ultimately, being a staff member and being on this wiki has been damaging to my mental health, so I must say goodbye. Warriors Wiki has given me lifelong friends, and very many happy memories in the ~10 years I was here, but for the past month and a half, this site has been utter hell for my mental health.

This wiki will always be in my heart, and while the bad was bad, I still share a lot of fond memories here. Those won't go away. I'll stick around to see some images done in PCA for now, and edit here and there, but my health is coming first right now.

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