User:Lilacfang

My name is Lilacstar, leader of Shadowclan! I wish I knew how to do the little profile thing. But anyway-

My name is Lilacstar, I used to be Lilacfang. I am half-clan, the daughter of one of Thunderclan's senior senior(the double senior meaning she was a warrior before Into the Wild, but only a day old warrior in this case), Ebonyfur, and Shadowclan's former deputy, Blackwing. After Blackstar figured out that my father had taken a mate from another clan, he was demoted from his position. My mother was put into apprentice duties for 9 moons. My older older brother and older sister were surprised at their mother. Turns out, prior to taking my mother as a mate, my father had a mate in Riverclan who he ran away with during Tigerstar's leadership and had one kit with, my older half-sister. They returned for the battle with Bloodclan.

I was made an apprentice in Thunderclan in Midnight (breaking the fourth wall to make the timeline make more sense), and I was made a warior between Moonrise and Dawn after I saved Cinderpelt and Leafpool while they were collecting herbs from a fox. After I was made a warrior, the hate towards me got worse. There were few cats who liked me, such as Leafpool and Squirrelflight, then Leafpaw and Squirrelpaw. I decided I had had enough on The Great Journey. I left to join Shadowclan, hoping that they would accept me as a warrior no matter what my blood. My first friend was Tawnypelt because she understood what I was going through and helped get acceptance as a warrior of Shadowclan. The acceptance came much quicker for another cat though. Swallowpelt, my former mate, had been in love me since we meet as apprentices at our first gathering. We became mates before we even reached the Lake and not long before Twilight I joined the nursery. In Sunset, it was announced at a Gathering I had had a litter of two kits, a she-cat named Clawkit because she unsheathed her claws and tried to scratch her brother before she even opened her eyes, and a tom named Smokekit because he had his father's smoky fur.. on his face! Clawkit has a purple tail and Smokekit has a purple paw. My daughter was and still is larger and more muscular than her little (she came out first) brother, and they were very competitive as apprentices.

In The Sight, my kits have moved to the nursery den and I am a warrior again, even though I left the nursery as soon as my kits could eat prey. But, the happiness of my family, knowing that Clawpaw and Smokepaw would be warriors, didn't last long. In Dark River, I broke up with Swallowpelt because I had fell in love with another cat- who happened to me from a different clan and a medicine cat apprentice. It was Jayfeather, then Jaypaw. I felt so bad for hurting the feelings of the tom I had loved for so long and disloyal for falling in love with a cat from another clan who training to be a medicine cat. I even felt slightly dirty considering I had trained with his mother, who we still thought to be Squirrelflight. I was just two moons younger than her!

In Eclipse my kits are made warriors. Clawpaw is Clawheart and Smokepaw is Smokeface. I was still in love with Jaypaw, and it didn't help that Swallowpelt was still being cruel and trying to squeeze the name of the cat I was in love with out of me. In Sunrise, I was made Shadowclan's new deputy after Russetfur died from a heart attack.

Between Sunrise and The Fourth Apprentice, I told Jayfeather about my love for him, and it turned out he loved me back! But we both knew that it would ruin our reputations. He would live up to his mother's since they both tried to make a promise they broke, and I would ruin my reputation as deputy and I would also live up to my father's, becoming deputy and then taking a mate from another clan. But we realized we couldn't stop thinking about eachother and we became mates in the last chapters of Fading Echoes. In Sign of the Moon, I figured out I was going to have Jayfeather's kits...but Blackstar was growing ill. (I might edit this story later since it's still a work in progress)